always at home

It's always bothered me that I don't go out enough. For the past two new years nights, I have been sitting at home promising to myself that by next year I will be going out more. I feel like I'm missing out on the whole fun of being a teenager, but not because I'm too young for my age, but because I don't know enough people. I have so much fun on holiday in Summer, going out with my stepsisters. This new years, I decided for sure that I would go to Borlase. I decided that I needed a fresh start to meet new people, and the students at Borlase appear to have more fun. I have fun with my friends, It's just that It's always a 'girly shopping trip' or 'sleepover'. For now I have decided to put it to the back of my mind, because exams are soon and after them, Summer. I just felt the need to let of some steam to the 0 people that read this.